Here I am again, getting ready to start up my blog again….convinced that no one wants to hear anything I have to say anyway, and rightly so. No one even READS blogs anymore! I heard Ken Jennings on Jeopardy say the other day “yeah! remember blogs?!” But I want to try, I’m honestly not sure why. I have things in my head but it’s been very difficult to put them into words. I guess 20 years of seizures (around 10-15 each year) will do that to you. Maybe this will be something useful for my kids to look at? To better understand me? I want to stop my tendency to be silent about the trauma I experienced throughout childhood and in my adult life as well. I would like my children to think that I’m a strong person after all I’ve been through. I keep hearing the voice saying that I’m not strong, I’m very weak and damaged. That was how my family wanted me and I don’t want to give up trying for something different. My family has always tried to convince me that I haven’t been through anything very difficult either. Is it true? Am I strong or weak?
Trying to start a blog (again)
Here I am again, getting ready to start up my blog again….convinced that no one wants to hear anything I have to say anyway, and rightly so. No one even READS blogs anymore! I heard Ken Jennings on Jeopardy say the other day “yeah! remember blogs?!” But I want to try, I’m honestly not sure why. I have things in my head but it’s been very difficult to put them into words. I guess 20 years of seizures (around 10-15 each year) will do that to you. Maybe this will be something useful for my kids to look at? To better understand me? I want to stop my tendency to be silent about the trauma I experienced throughout childhood and in my adult life as well. I would like my children to think that I’m a strong person after all I’ve been through. I keep hearing the voice saying that I’m not strong, I’m very weak and damaged. That was how my family wanted me and I don’t want to give up trying for something different. My family has always tried to convince me that I haven’t been through anything very difficult either. Is it true? Am I strong or weak?
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